So I wrote a blog a few weeks ago where I was listing embarrassing things I've done in life.  Here's another one:

I didn't have friends until I was about 15 years old in the 10th grade.  I guess Kelli counted as a friend before then, but I really didn't have any friends I could count on as friends (aside from her) until the 10th grade. 

Every year we got yearbooks before the end of the school year.  Everyone would pass around their books to get signed for the summer.  I was amazed at how many signatures people got in a day or so.  People had their front and back flaps FILLED.  I had a few signatures from classmates with mostly comments like, "I didn't get to know you well this year, but you seem okay/weird/leave me alone/etc., so have a good summer."

Then there were the other signatures from my friends Dante, Jeff, Belinda, Caicee, Aleika, Daphne, Jacquel, Sven (I think once), etc.  You ready for this one?

They were the friends I played with while growing up.  It's just that I would play with them in my house, in my room while alone.  Yep, they were imaginary friends.  Most people have one...who they get rid of when they turn 8 or 9.  No, mine stuck until around 7th grade.  And I didn't have one.  I had a CREW. 

So, it was sad.  It still is.  And it's very embarrassing.  Thank God for the REAL friends I have now!